and yeah yknow, im aware i dodged a bullet
but man it just gets lonely being in this house by myself all the time
i dont want a roommate, strangers disgust me, and my friends are all slobs or my lower-class suburban lifestyle isn't "hip" enough for them (blow me)
i just really enjoyed the feeling of 'belonging' somewhere i guess. idk. i'm tired, man
Gotta get my mom on social security, become her legal guardian, maybe stick her in a group home for nuts
i just wanna start a family and life of my own already - fuck
why cant i have that? why cant i ever just have a normal family? wife and two kids, a dog, a 9-5. that's all im asking for
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