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yeah, i had a problem with a lot of folks in NA who would try to convince people that they shouldn't be taking ssris/any medication because it's a 'drug'... so much bullshit in that theory that i don't even want to begin.
he's a psychologist so no medicine yet but found an adult adhd specialist and oh my god just talking to the guy twice has helped a ton to realize like, what a ball of tension/symptoms i am. he's a three buses/45 mintue walk (or 30 minute drive) but holy shit for $40 a session.
my ex (the one i moved to miami) for was found dead the day before his birthday a few days ago and that's just been fucking weird/surreal to handle.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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