blue cross-blue shield. the mental health coverage sucks. i called them today to see why they can't cover any more and like, if it were an emergency, i'd be a bit better off. so i've gotta find another doc.
my sorta emergency fund from my last paycheck is basically all rent and utilities and paying back my folks for paying a bill for me. i got call from a collector yesterday for the emergency room visit i had fucking last july, i owe like $800. hahahaha. everything sucks.
but, i made a killer avocado pasta sauce last night with garlic/feta/olive oil/basil. whatever.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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