Alright. We're not communicating very well. To some of you, I seem like a monster. To me, some of you seem very, very naive.
In the next few days, I strongly suspect Nick will pull out a notebook and write a few thousand words and there's nothing wrong with that, nor is there anything wrong with wondering aloud how he will shape the material life has given him into art (not a piece of commerce), which is something he's always done with every other major life experience he's had.
I'll agree it's not normal behavior. But again, and finally, I don't expect everyone to get it.