so im having a terrible time in that i found out the guy i'm into... was apparently a huge man whore before me. which is cool. he's hot and i'm glad he was rolling in pussy. but i'm sort of upset that at the time he was in this phase, i was obviously emotionally available and he didn't take control of it. but seems to me into me. which makes me kind of mad but also, grateful? i dunno how to take this without going into further detail at risk of really identifying us all, which is whatever for me but for him, i understand. i don't know how to feel.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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