I shouldn't have posted this. I can't even offer the excuse that I was drunk. This is a much more personal topic than I'm comfortable discussing in this setting.
I guess my outlook became grimmer than usual, and I gave in.
I do, however, know people who are in all of the situations listed in the first post. I think one of the most difficult things for me in all of this is feeling that these are worries for twenty-somethings... Not thirty-somethings. I feel so goddamn old. And I regret my mistakes like a man on his deathbed, which is super fucked up.
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