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Originally Posted by kinnikpasswordforgetter
well, we're all going to die no matter what we do.
i used to drink and drug.
now i chose to read instead of drink.
it's not that either or any option is going to be in the end worth having lived and died for. it's just that one is certainly more comfortable and calmer than the other.
there's no need to accept the ideology of masochism for the sake of enjoyment. that's all that's left of rock n roll and whatever dated notions of punk/alt culture that people still cling to.
if i was to say this to my old friends who are probably out there right now chosing the 'drink' option i'd be accused of 'judging them' or thinking i was 'better' than them or some shit.
that's not true. not that i care. what they are really attacking me for is daring to make any kind of subjective judgement about my own behaviour. that's what they drink to try and avoid having to do.
it really doesn't matter. you can chose the drink option or whatever. noone is forcing you to do anything despite what anyone might claim. the least you can say for the 'read' option is that it's probably going to be less messy and you're less likely to hurt others on that path.
but like i say, it really doesn't matter.
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well, you know. i wanna do this and that enjoyable thing before i die.
pleasant strolls in the park.
and more importantly, not be the one to kill myself. i refuse to kill anything as i'm told to do. Read is a good option or I can counterattack.
i will not do it, and you will not punish me for not doing and even if you do i'll get over it and still walk in the park - that'll show them.