Thanks altered. I think part of my problem is the winter; like I said elsewhere, there's no heat it our house! Furnace fucked up, kerosene heater doesn't work, and my insane, abusive stepdad makes a huge deal when I turn on my space heater for more than a few minutes. Sitting in 20-to-20-below temperatures for a few months straight -- as well as driving a car with no heater AND working in a freezer -- starts to drive a person fucking insane after a while. I need to focus on getting out of there, I just haven't had the energy to go and look for a new place. Sigh.
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