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My mom gave up smoking while she was pregnant with both me and my sister. I thank her for that. I don't think it's a good idea for Lilly Satankerous to be smoking while she's sharing her body with someone else (not in that way), but I'll give her credit for at least cutting back. It's something. hevusa can fuck off---
DAMN!
OK, I don't smoke, but I can relate to the whole trying-to-quit-a-bad-habit right now. A girl who means more to me than she realizes (although I can't help but suspect she wants me to care about her more than I've shown) had surgery recently and the day she went in I was worried sick about her all day. It didn't help that the night before I had the typical vivid dream/nightmare I often do in which a girl I know and I fall madly in love and all of sudden she becomes deathly ill and passes away. Well, the day after I texted her to see how she was feeling; she usually gets back to me within a few minutes but a while passed with no response and I began to panic and suspect the worst...so I actually prayed to God (mind you, I'm not religious at all) that if she was OK I'd give up swearing. I got a response from her shortly thereafter, so now I feel like I should really make an effort to give up swearing, not just in verbal language but in every form of communication I use. I mean, it's not like I swear like sailor or anything, but I do use some harsh language fairly often. So while I don't have a physical addiction to something, I understand how hard giving up even a relatively minor vice can be...
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