Pain
 

I only slept three hours last night because of pain, it's really terrible, at first I had some kind of stomach-ache, but then the pain slowly evolved into my back and now it's like waves of pain going through my whole back, a hour ago I had waves every 30 seconds and it's fuckin' impossible to forget it, it's so painful. The worst part about it is that I got a geology day tomorrow for school and I'm almost compelled to go, it'll last from 7am to 8pm.

Not that you care, though; but I just can't fucking imagine how hard it must be to have a fuckin' illness like cancer or stuff, the pain must be unlivable, seeing how it's already hard to support that

why "imagine"? go get checked & fix your pain.

Yeah, you better have been to the doctors already.