Calm me down
 

Blue lights. Picturing beautiful landscapes.
Anger, anxiety, insomnia, hands shaking.
wanting to strangle people.
taking deep breaths.
don't suggest drugs - i need something now.
help me not be a crazy bitch.
thank you.

calm down.

In before porky's mean comments.

i want this more than anything:

drink a beer.

Drink a beer.

maybe you should just strangle someone?

i have beer all the time and it only helps for a couple of hours.

strangling someone tho, that could REALLY change it.

what's the problem, knox? meaning, the reason for your bad state?

Did your ex moving out steal a bottle of wine you bought last night? I doubt it. So if you need somebody to strangle, I think I might spring for airfare.

drink a lot of beer.

there is so much going on for me to sort out in such short time.
people aren't helping either. people are cunts.

nobody stole my bottle of wine. true.

im pretty ill so last night cough syrup+beer brought me moments of joy.

but for some reason i slept 17 hours, and now i feel broken.

i might try again tonight, and a slice of pie.

maybe i should COOK, maybe that'll calm me down.

that is actually a pretty good idea.

and what im gonna do is honey and tekila.

its pretty good.

I'd cook, but she stole a bag of rice too. And she's got fucking food stamps.

drink a beer while strangling someone.

Drink a beer while strangling someone who's holding a beer, then take the beer. Repeat until drunk.

If you mean Canada you're right. But it is a severe test of my powers of seduction to get somebody to step on a plane, no matter, well, no matter... I like a challenge anyway.

It just sucks that I still have to suck it up and take her bullshit or end up in a horrible battle that will be awful for our son. I didn't take it particularly well today and called her and let her have it. Oh well.

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that sucks.

as for getting a plane it is quite easy.

it was better before the edit.

its what you want to hear right?

its what you want to EDIT