i get sad and i contemplate suicide
 

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life i really absurd and a waste of time

Hayden - please contact me at "the other place" by PM if you need someone to talk to/shout out (genuine offer mate, don't worry about what you want to say :) )

"I cry at night sometimes..
and once contemplated suicide..
but when I held that Nine all I could see was my momma's eye..." Tupac



that line always breaks my heart every time I am feeling overwhelmed, remember our mothers love us with their whole being, and if we live for anything its to honor their love and hopes for us all

are you on something, hayden? or drunk? just going by your typing. i get there too. sometimes it seems easier to end it all but that just makes it harder. i love you, seriously, even if we're just internet friends. message me.

or, if youre trolling, molto bene

stop listening to Merzbow then.

Confide in friends and family, not strangers. You big oaf!

.~~insert childeren to continue¿€

Waste of time? lol

What's the time supose to be about then?

This: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P9o5b...e_gdata_player
Life is about australians, of course.

I have a pictuer for this on my computer....

this has lifted my mood tenfold

Hang in there, Hayden. I am still alive, after all.

If all else is uncertain you can always rely on people from the internet to make light of your problems. I do hope you get through this current difficulty Hayden, be well.

Bless him, the internet and all he did to it wants to see him dead. Poor guy.

God, I sure do miss nik. :'(

pinche hayden, we all contemplate suicide and realize IT'S FUCKING CORNY.

sadness on the other hand can be beautiful. look at yourself in the mirror and make yourself cry. just 1 tear. like johnny depp in crybaby. i know you can.

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what are you up to these days anyway? making any art? you'd better, you swine. or else! you should act in indie movies.

i don't do any art i don't have the motivation sometimes i write shit but i mostly just listen to xiu xiu and this song is a mess in my bedroom and make fun of rape victims i don't know