I wish the whole world would swallow me whole because....
 

I'm not miserble to be honest but I know I will be at some point so this is for that day.

So how do you feel cuetplazijdknf,flvn (I forgot how to spell it)

depression. bruises. hangover. tired. cool day, i must say

Do you mean cool as in "good" or cool as in not so warm but no so cold?

Mind if I be so rude and ask why your on a downer? Apart from those one word sentences that is.

Awww...

me and my bf splitted up. he used to hit me when drunk and he drank a lot. i couldn't stand it anymore

....You shouldn't of stood for it in the first place. I know it's not my place to say but that guy is a dickkhead on the basis of doing that to you.

I'm sorry to hear that, but at least you're not hanging around with a jerk anymore... h8kurdt's right, people like that don't deserve anyone.

alyasa

i fucking love your avatar River Phoenix was so beautiful.



but not as beautiful as Elliott

:) thank you. Beauty is in the eye.

but i love him so much! he's just very difficult person..

that sucks
what an asshole.

you did the right thing
good luck to you

Yeah.

Now that's what drives me mad.

You hear about these girls/women (delete as you see fit) who get beat up all the time by knob-head boyfriends and eventually the women leave them only for them to go back to them. Why do that? A guy who obviously isn't fit to be alive let alone have a girlfriend seems to be so lucky in having a girlfriend but they don't appreciate what they have.

It's this whole nice guys finish last thing. I try to be a nice guy and respect other things around me, where does that get me with the gals "Well you're nice, but I'd rather be friends with you". Then on the other corner you've the knob heads who seem to get the absolutely gorgeous girls but don't treat them with any respect. Why the sodding hell do the some girls do that?

That's coz girls can't fight back physically. 90% can't anyway. So what do they do? They come back.

It's fuckin bullshit that's what it is.

Hmm pretty gald I made this thread now although the happy thread seems to be sinking rapidly.

Most of the planet is comprised of bullshit. Just ask khchris(original).

hehe. Big fat rep for you.

You have to blah balh blah.

BULLSHIT THAT'S WHAT IT IS

If you're saying that, maybe you DO need some sense smacked into you.

I like you cuetzpalin; you strike me as a smart girl. Don't go fucking that up with some twisted notion of love/lust that makes you slink back to someone who obviously has not one ounce of respect for you.

If I find out you went back with him, I'll beat the shit out of you myself.

I was about to say i'll join you but that'd be hypocrite defined. Well give me a dig on my behalf if she does.

Aw, somebody needs a hug.





For what it's worth, I think you rock.

...*sniff* thanks love. *put's some Lionel Richie on and thinks happy thoughts*

Geez. I just broke up with my girlfriend recently. It was maybe less depressing than this thread has made me feel...I suppose the title should have warned me.

What a fucking pussy. Good job getting rid of him. Nobody deserves that shit. Again, what a fucking pussy.

i repent now. i would like to be with him again but i'm afraid he doesn't love me anymore. i really don't know what to do.. everybody does some mistakes.... i don't want to lose the only person i love

Think carefully about what you want to do now. Do you sincerely want to end up in a hospital with multiple fractures or worse? How much would you endure for your love? How much before it becomes too much? First time in the hospital - OK, sure, it's just this one time, it won't happen again. Second time - Yeah, I know what he's doing is wrong, but I love him. Third time - I may be paralyzed from the waist down, but at least I still love him. I know it may sound hollow coming from a stranger and someone who's at least 50,000 miles away from you and knows nothing about you or the love of your life; but seriously; give it a thought. What's to stop him from taking a frying pan and bashing you in the face with it? If you decide that he's the one and that you can change him, go ahead. But soon as he starts whipping you with a belt, go to the police. Only jail can change people like this.

i think it's not that bad.. it happened just 4 times.. i think he won't do it again

Seriously, be afraid. Consider your own well-being. If you must, take up a self-defence class, like judo or taekwondo, so if he gets nasty, you get nasty. You don't want to end up whimpering and sobbing in the corner, curled up like a ball - that's just sad. :(

Did you say that the first time he did it?

no.
and thank you all. you know, life would be much easier without feelings..

The physical blows have obviously affected your ability to reason.

To be blunt, he's a cockbag, and you're a hopeless imbecile for going back.

And I KNOW you are smarter than that.

Oh my big sister used to beat me up all the time... I hope you take pictures, Saturnine. :) To: cuetzpalin; But it would be really boring wouldn't it?

No fucking pictures? but.... :(

I have to say, I'm with alyasa on this one.

:o it would be beautiful to be together again i i really want it but i'm too afraid of him. i could resist but i just can't hit somebody who i love.. is it normal?

I wanna do that one day. Finding a variety of drugs here is impossible here. It's all Pot and E's and that's it. Where's the great L.S.D?

The fact your afraid of him is big enough sign for you not to get back with him isn't it?

It's normal. I want something I can't have either. But I tend to focus on other aspects of my life that need attention; so those feelings drift away like mist into the sunset. But when they come back, I reel at the rushing emotions, unable to contain myself, my physical constraints a stark reminder of the limited, earthly forms that we are bound to, eternally restless and incapable of anything resembling true, unadulterated, love.

Shouldn't HE be saying that?

I want tales of greatness when you come back I demand you do.

Now that was truly lovely.

And fucking depressing. Piss off.