i have started a world of shit here

and i CHOOSE to smoke and i don't give a fuck if you quit or not

bullshit. not ranting, not getting angry.

fine, im argueing, altho i would call it making points. but if your trying to say i'm just doing it for the sake of arguing and you aren't just posting for the sake of posting then yeah, whatever.

thats great satan.

well done.

and that's why we like you, you keep this place animated. when you're not around it's usually quite dead.

you should ask chabib for a salary.

it's ok not to know everything about everything.
a lot of people on this board seem to forget that.

CLAP CLAP.

OH WAIT I GET IT.

I THINK I KNOW EVERYTHING.

which is obviously implied by stating i know certain facts.

i guess it would be smarter to be like you and claim to know nothing. and that there are no facts, only opinions.

in the name of some sort of false dumbass egalitarianism.

because, like, knowing things is so like, pretentious.

well you've convinced me.

thanks so very much.

i now lack the confidence to discern the difference between claiming i know one fact and claiming i know everything.

its like your some angel of liberal post modern feminism schooling me on my evil ways.

thank you.

i can now see how oppressive i was by claiming you have a choice over your addictions.

if only there were no people like me, then there would be no choices.

and we would finally be free.

hahahhahahaaaa

nik is projecting. this is an emotional time for him. have some sympathy.

i'm the one who doesn't want emotion or sympathy or anything. remember?

but anyway.

somehow i think i'll be ok, maybe not now, maybe not later, but someday

it's okay. you can let your feelings out. no one is going to judge you.

whats with the italics referring to things i never even said are you just failing utterly to realise what's going on as usual?

People need to read 'bout placentas

maybe you're "failing utterly to realise" that i'm taking the piss out of you for no one's entertainment but my own because i am a selfish bitch

that's great satan.

well done.

we're all very proud.

we all do.

I love that play:)

me too.

its fine that you make fun of me. i'm not embarrassed by anything i said.

i do hope that you quit smoking for the sake of your kid. it doesn't really have anything to do with you "wanting" to do it or "liking" it, if you stop doing things for those reasons you can free yourself from the dissatisfaction that causes you to think you need to do something harmful like smoking in the first place.

this is what i was saying to you. take it as you will. the way i said it to you is what i feel is the most useful way of explaining it while cutting out all the crap and illusions.

hope things go well with your kid.

You Queens are so sensitive.

that's great.

well done.

That's great.

Well done.

I''ll show you mine if you show me yrs.

And i'll show you mine for a few vials of poppers.

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't

Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change [4x]

are you having a nervous breakdown?

yes. i'm lying in bed hugging a massive pillow

fuck man. i'm sorry.

sorry nik i get those too.

well the pillow is nice and round and it fits just about when you put it up your top so you feel really warm.

lol

i should take a photo of it