tired.
fat.
lazy.
want omelette.

mood: bear.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh alright

soooooooo lazy

exhausted, discouraged, relatively sad.

HOORAY!

relaxed though i can't find amon düül II's yeti and i want to listen to it.

It's too fucking luminous here. I can't sleep properly.

MOROSE.

Lazy

I should be eating and going to the beach to be lazy there.

But, it all takes effort.

i feel motherfuckingly awesome. after a workout and a shower and an excellent breakfast, i'm ready to take over a couple of city blocks (people often talk about taking over the world but that is so much bullshit).

Pleased with my uni final grade but anxious for the future. Which in many ways is the best way to be if you think you can deal with the latter. Worlds of Possibility.

bad, bad, BAD mood.

I am, as always, indiferent to the cares and concerns of my co-workers.

Frenzied but coolheaded. In touch with a sense of my true self, and in tune with an almost cosmic sense of deep and inherent inner peace.

Even the spam messages about colon cleansing aren't bothering me.

worried for no reason.

my mood is now 8000 times better

i'm gettign ready to go out and i'm going to get loadedddddd (in celebratory mode)

looks like a case of bad gas

Oh oh.

Bad.

Stress level spiking.

Spouse is not in a good mood, not at all. Her boss is a jerk, she's threatening to resign, and I react badly instead of understandingly. I'm an idiot.

Just shoot me now.

I'm bored

Get married. The fun starts then.

I have horrible gas, I'm somewhat tired, but I'm in a generally good mood. Sort of weird. Disconnected from my mind; unable to control my physical being. Pseudo-poetic, apparently. My neck hurts. Also, tomorrow is my last day of school for Junior year. I only have to deal with high school for another year. Yippiiiiee. I like how that word looks, I need start writing down the words I like, and then I'll write them all over my wall or make wall paper; I wonder which will be easier to remove.

I don't know.

I don't really see the point in getting married. No offence.

I may be in a particularly cynical mood on the subject at the moment, ahem, but I think you're wise to think so, Emmah.

No offense taken, trust me.

She wont be mad at you forever, don't worry.

I'm in a "I got to get out of my routines/habits" mood.

I've been in one of those for a while now.

Tomorrow, tomorrow, the sun will shine tomorrow...

I am post-coital sleepy and enjoying my cup of coffee

restless.

Ive been stuck like that for a good 5 years now . Am I still "indecisive" if I can't decide where to go between options I don't actually have ? Or just lazy .

tired and frustrated.

happy and lazy.

im gonna take the noontime chunk to read this fun book i've got.

i don't know why i'm happy though. i worked till 4am got up at 10 and maybe it's the seafood i've been eating like mad lately but im feeling awesome.

very good thank you.

it's weird actually. my girlfriend's gone since Sunday (she went to her hometown to get some paperwork sorted out) and I've been home alone since. And I bloody enjoy it! Actually, the more I think about it, the more I realise the sad fact that I'm very fine by myself and her permanent presence makes me a bit too stress out. Which might be a problem in the future. I think I should sort things out in my head quick.

She's coming back tonight.