I have never visited a single gym in my entire life.I want to die Lester Bangs style.

No chance, Lester Bangs died in a gym.

i'm 6'3" and about 195. i've got something of a gut and i can be pretty self-concious about my calves and thighs. although, over the past four month or so, i've lost about ten pounds.

Since when?

Sorry, how's this:

No chance, Lester Bangs died in a gym.;)

:rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes:

i have a bit of a belly. the rest of me is pretty normal.
but i eat alot. alot of rice. i cant stop eating, im always hungry.
at the moment i drink alot too. and the scary thing is i just recently started drinking beer. i never liked beer and i didnt drink any since i was bout 15. im nearly 26 now and i just started.......and its lovely, i cant stop drinking it.
so yes, based on the fact that i cant stop eating and drinking beer, im a bit worried that im gonna get fat.
i dont excersice except riding a bike very far very fast most days in the insane humidity. no sports or anything.
i need to sort myself out seriously. replace the bad things with good things.

im about 5'10 or 5'11 and about 152 pounds. the magic scales in my old office told me a i have a decent amount of muscle, but that doesnt stop the fact i look pregnant after i eat.

since ive been injesting more drugs than food these days i've lost a minor bit of weight but since school is starting and that'll be reversing im sure, i'll throw it back on .

ive gained 20 pounds in the last 2 years .

i care because i really like to feel sexy and get frisky . but i cant when i feel that my body is all gloopy .

im horrible with clothes, hate shopping , so the ways in which i can dress to look good and distinguish certain areas while distracting "troublesome" areas is totlaly lost on me . im totally style-less .

sometimes i look at myself and think hey im not so bad . i actually HAVE a waistline . its all about confidence and attitude anyways, right ?
but my confidence is easy to crumble . fat chicks just DONT look good in fishnets .

and yes , im sorry , sometimes i DO want to impress particular others . i WANT to be sexy to a particular someone , and be wanted , and frolick . im not a meat-market type of person, im actually thinking of someone i have a huge crush on in mind . my hormones are SCREAMING .
anyways, what ? otherwise, im settling for the guy that'll do the fat chick ?