Yeah, I get so stressed I make myself sick say the doctors. Cock suckers.

i wish.

They claim to be making 'courtesy calls', rather than sales calls.

I had a guy from Southern Electric who was making all sorts of promises. I told him, 'I'll sign the forms, but I'm going to check out your claims this afternoon, and if they're false then I'll cancel the contract tonight'. He assured me - he gave me his word - so I signed. I checked his claims.

He claimed I'd save an Absolute minimum of £150 per year. In fact, it would have been closer to £1:70 for the first year.

He claimed that the prices were frozen until November 2006. A lie.

Southern were nothing to do with Scottish and Southern, whom I knew to be a bad lot. A lie.

Another company making my life easier by guaranteeing that I'll never consider deal with them. The list grows once more.

In contrast to Southern and the dreaded British Gas, NPower seem like pretty decent sorts so far...

I'm super stressed. But then again i always feel stressed.

Anything in particular?

i have more anxiety issues than stress issues.
i get panic attacks quite alot and i tend to get anxious untill i get sick alot too. theres not very much i can do about that though.

Yes I've got tons of things to take care of before the end of the week and I'm broke...

Do you take medication for it?I did when i was younger but it was like being on smack.I stopped and felt better.A lot of the time a walk or just not being in crowded places helps.

slut kiss girl wont you promise her smack
is she pretty on the inside
is she pretty
FRRRRROOOOOOAAAAHM THE BAAAAAAAACCCCKKKKUGH

dead moon girl wont you rot black strap is she rotten on the inside
UGLY FROM THE BACK
there is no power like my pretty power

my pretty power
MAAAAAAAHHHHEEEEYYAAAHEEEEY UGLLLAAAAY

i get it all the time, regardless of where i am/who is around. i just get so anxious about something then i get totally overwhelmed and have to crawl up in a ball and breathe!!!
when i am not on medication for my bad back i will go to the doctors and hopefully start taking something for it.

Courtney Love stuff....
again...
Coincidence? I think not!

next song

bad boy, row and flows of angel hair and ice cream castles in the air, and feather canyons everywhere ive looked at clouds that way

I wouldn't take medication for it.Panic attacks are more something that you self-teach yourself to keep at bay.

angel dust gets in your eyes your hair
on acid stars youre getting there
my bodys assembled into a little bitty gift for you WHAAEEEEENNNNN YOU DIEIEEEEEEUGH
i've looked at cloouds that way

yeah but there are things i could be taking to reduce my anxiety.

clouds!

that song should have its own track. stupid fucking don fleming.

But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
So so don't let them inside, don't let them know
Don't give yourself ohh away
But now my friends are acting strange
They shake their heads man they say I've changed well
Well something's lost rearranged
From living every every every I've
I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
I'ts just illusions I recall
I really don't know i really don't know
I really don't know i really don't know
I really don't i really don't clouds at all
Why are we here...terrified terrified wow


that song rocks!