I am not very proud of that moment.

Well Luxy, I would suggest what !@#$%! said, go for a cup of coffee with each one.

I have always gone for older guys. This summer I tried younger guys (they are fun). But there is something to be said for being at similar points in life. Also, since pursuing art is kind of a priority for me right now, it is nice being around someone who can relate, instead of someone who makes stupid generalizations about art and people who like to make art. Whenever I'm in the company of people like that, I feel like I'm talking to my father, which is a turn-off if there ever was one.

hey!!! i didn't say THAT.

i may have started somewhere in the vicinity of that, but i certainly ended elsewhere.

i know, i know... nobody really reads in the interwebs.

Then with that I would say go for robert.

All he needs to do now is get his shit together.

ah ha ha ha ha. yeah, that sounds terrible.

it strikes me as curious though, how you calculate the pros and cons as if you were shopping for office equipment. you don't trust your gut? it seems to me that the "arguments in favor" are nothing more than rationalizations for what you really want, which is preconscious. it's a peculiar way to operate you have-- very cerebral. maybe that's what's causing the trouble here? trust your instincts more...

anyway luxy, have fun & don't overthink it. im off to make dinner & hang out w/ the trophy wife, ha ha-- hope to chat with you more often.

But I am shopping for equipment, just of a different variety.

Best. Response. Ever.

I say check both of them out, see how it all unfolds
Play it by ear, or whatever that saying is


edit: So, who gets to keep the dogs? Can I keep them?

So, have you reached a decision. I pretty much skipped page 2. Fuck page 2.

This is page 2... for me?
Am i that drunk? what?

You probably have it set to display 40 posts in one page. Mine displays 20 per page.

Oh wowah neat

ha ha ha. that's COLD.

happy shopping

Update of sorts.

I left a message for Jane and I could be going out with Ryan soon. Don't know when. Not entirely comfortable with this (being set up with someone isn't something I enjoy).

Robert likes me, I know this, but I will probably have to tell him how attractive he is before he gets the hint. Which is okay, if it were me I wouldn't know what to think either. I have no problems telling the boy he looks good. Have done it before, he probably thinks I'm just messing with him.

oh! fun!


heee heee


meh, just use your tomboyish charm: shove him against a wall and mouth him :D

Yeah he probably needs to be roughed up a bit.

You're giving me a boner, lux.

I'm giving me a boner too.

I stopped wearing underwear about a week ago. I had gone without it before, but never for days at a time. It's probably the best decision I've ever made. I feel like telling everyone, because it's so fantastic, but so far I have told no one. And that makes me sad.

let me tell you a little story about that. i stopped wearing underwear in march of 2003. until one day. that was the day that i bought these really hot red heels... and went to a friend's birthday party. well there was a lot of picture taking that night and in one pic i threw my legs up onto my buddy's lap so that my new shoes would be in the picture. so a few days later i get an email from him with a picture that had been cc'd to everyone under the sun... and you can see straight up my skirt. my pussy right there in all its glory. he hadn't even noticed (he's a gay man and he probably has some sort of blind spot for such things). now i sometimes wear panties.

the end.

Pics or it didn't happen.