That makes you and me both, kid.

hi schizo!

staying up all night?

hi every-e!

i am! i'm planning on just burning off the alcohol by dancing around in between songs. gow are you?!

eta: i abuse exclamation points. i'm trying to ameliorate my typing, especially while inebriated, but fuck that. it's not working.

hahaha.

i've been better, i feel like i'm depressed drunk but i have no reason to feel sad nor have i drank anything tonight.

i'm at home and i'm quitting smoking for a month.

Not to rub it in, but I'm seriously enjoying this cigarette right now.

I avoided smoking for a week and it's my first since.

that's an awesome move, every-e. but it makes me want one more.

i know that feeling. this week has been a series of highs and lows, and tonight has been high so i proclaim my drunkeness celebrating.

i'm never quittng

I've had an awful week- worst week I've had in recent memory- all kinds of family drama/trauma. . . and the annoying little things keep piling up on top of that and forcing me to crack. . .
-yesterday I get home and find the mic stand I had the local guitar shop order me is a guitar mic stand and not a vocal mic stand. . . so I wasted 30 bucks there
-I was going to do a big flea market tomorrow and get a nice commission, but we canceled due to rain. . . so there is some money I'll never make
-today I get an order in the mail- I bought 30 guitar cable plugs to make patch cables with- and they are absolute fucking shit. 40 dollars wasted.
-my rooms a fucking mess because of a half finished project
-then I start playing Free Cell to just chill out and I lose 2 games in a row

Why does everything happen at once? I'd be able to take these unfortunate events if they happened in separate weeks.

i miss utah where i was something like four or five a day, depending how much time i was spending with my family/the temperature outside. i miss it.

that's great schizo!

i'm quitting because i have bronchitis and last time i got bronchitis i was fucked up for more than a month, fuck that!

I feel you there.

the universe is just funny that way. next week will look up. that's how i've dealt with my brother for so long. i just know in a few days, whatever crazy thing he's done will blow over. kind of.

fuck cigarettes

I'm trying hard to avoid therapeutic masturbation right now. My room is so dirty I don't want to play with myself

health is awesome :)

and, uh, so is "dummy discards a heart" by deerhoof. i'm SO asking if they'll play it when i see them in november.

of of the only three real concrete thoughts in my head for the past hour has been "oh wow, do i need to vacuum my room".

You've got a crazy brother too?

shit happens, then you deal with it. and either it fucks you up or you get through it.

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schizo: offend maggie leaked?

My floor is so cluttered vacuuming would be impossible.

HOLY SHIT? Offend Maggie Leaked?

IF IT IS I WON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT. NEW DEERHOOF!

OFFEND MAGGIE LEAMKED AND IT'S AWESOME. well, it didn't really link, but most of the songs are floating around in video form and a few mp3s.

just more proof of how one day

greg saunier and i will be together in the celestial kingdom or whatever they taught me in sunday school

(i'm kidding! it's just really good.)

I'm stuck ina vacuum watching this movie on youtube:

you started to sound like my friend who is/was (i don't know anymore) obsessed with billy corgan.

i thought i was going to have a serious talk with you, schizo...

is that mick jagger in the baseball outfit?

i said i was kidding :)

i mean, if you want to discuss deep things, go right ahead. i'm all ears. for reals.

rdtv: you reminded me, i saw that movie for like nothing at a store, i should buy it.

schizo: i was going to tell you "there's this one thing called been a fan and another being a deluded nutcase fangirl..."

i understand that line and i straddle it appropriately :)

The little thing at the back of an ear piercing that holds it in, it's so far into my lobe I can't get it off. I'm not quite sure what to do.

glad to hear it, but i suspected that all along.

greenbird: that happened to me once, but it didn't go that deep, i just traced it and pulled it out.

Noooo, its OBVIOUSLY his brother Mike Jagger in the baseball outfit.

i wanted to rep you, but can't. damnit.

no one can rep me, i'm unrepable!

Everyneurotic: I can feel it, it's not gone right into the lobe, but it's too far in to get my fingers around it. I'm pretty worried actually

bull shit, walter.

you had the little thing, not the whole of the earring? shit...squeeze your lobe to find it then try to guide the piece to your earlobe hole.

maybe try twisting it out with a bobby pin?

walter: i figured pretty much everyone recently repped me and they couldn't rep me...guess i was wrong.

by the way, who's in your avatar?

patsy from abfab

i thought it was a girl but then i thought "nah, that's a goatee".

its blood