EMMAH DEAR GOD I MISSED YOU SO MUCH PLEASE COME BACK TO US IF EVEN JUST FOR ME PLEEEEEEEEEASE.

I'm not desperate, really. Not at all.

Oh yes, months and months ago. Before I quit here even.

It got boring, they wouldn't train me in the lab, the people I worked with were all no fun.

Hey girly! What is new????

I may come back for good, I have not made up my mind yet.

ah, no-fun-co-workers is a drag.

I dunno if you were around when this happened but I got all my hair chopped off and I got my eyebrow pierced, which grew out :( but then I got a labret piercing.

ALSO I SEE YOU'VE DYED YOUR HAIR BLACK OH LORD WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GREEN GOODNESS

A big drag.

The one thought I was really fucking dumb or something, and would constantly nag me. "Customers Emma! Customers!!" Yeah, I'm not blind you fucking bitch, I seeeee them, I am on my way to great them.

Ohhhh, I wanna see.

You know how my nose was pierced? Well I didn't have a ball on the ring, and one night while I was sleeping, the hole in the ring went into the hole in my nose. I didn't notice, and long story short I had to cut the bitch off with pliers. So, I feel your pain. I miss it :(

The hair is really dark brown, but yeah, looks black in the picture. It's also green on one side in that picture, but I dyed it blue and blue/green the other day.

Last night I was looking at pink haired pictures of myself, and I want that back. I full head of colour.

I'll train you in the lab. and I'm lots of fun. :) I yell if you do stupid stuff, of wreck expensive things. But then I'm over it in 5 mins.

With the machines, yes?

It really pissed me off too, because they ended up training a girl who had been there for like two months in the lab after I quit. Sons of bitches.

They just didn't realize that I would be more useful back there, away from the customers.

whenever I dye my hair dark for any length of time.. I always end up wanting bleached and full on colours again.. but now I think it's just not worth it anymore, because I lose so much length when I do as it's so fragile. At the start of 2007 I had boob-ish length full head of pale mauve.. then blonde with blue highlights.. I have not cut my hair since then (aside from some layers around my face.. and I shaved the underside..) and it's about the same length still.. and only now do I have healthy ends. It's going to be staying black with a few teal highlights for a long time now. I am not letting myself give in again after so long growing it out.

Thinking of repiercing? I kinda wanna get my eyebrow done again. Also, go for the pink. I think pink and blue look the most awesome in hair.

also:






DER U GO.

yeh, I can train you on an old c41, new fuji computerised c41, old manual printer(printing by sight, which NO ONE does anymore), and any of the frontiers. :) You'll be a star in using a dark bag, too.

Hair stuff is such a bitch.

I don't think I have ever seen your hair?

Sometimes I really miss my long hair, but I think I'm going to keep it short for a while. I actually want it shorter right now, and have been trying hair not to take scissors to it. I can cut my bangs fine though, so I MIGHT be able to do my whole head haha.

TC your labret is super cute. I always wanted to get mine done, but never did. I've kind of grown out of wanting it now. I'd get snake bites if I ever got a lip piercing.. but I just think it would annoy me too much. I love getting friends with labrets to take them out and fill their mouths with water to dribble/squirt out the hole. hehh.

HEY, looks good! That is a very very cute picture.

I don't think I'll do my nose again, it was such a bitch getting it the heal. Maybe though, because I loved it and don't really want anything else done.

Dark bags, like for film???

That sounds awesome though. I want those skills, so I can open a cool photo place where things aren't run by jack asses, they're run by me!

On my old old old computer, I had a bunch of photos of weird hair. I dont think I have it on here though. It's been everything. When I was 17 ->19 I constantly hacked my hair off with razors and scissors. The super long bangs at the front and short spiked up at the back was probably my favourite short do, and the easiest to cut myself.

Yeah, I feel that. My eyebrow (obviously) never healed. It took my labret almost 3 full weeks to heal. By the time it was done healing and I had gotten it caught on my teeth talking/eating I wanted to rip it out, but the outcome is so worth it. I don't know about noses though... I don't think I could handle that.

yeh, dark bags to get film out of canisters to load into other canisters, so you can develop it properly.. lots of people fuck up their film canisters for whatever reason. You have to load 120 film by hand to develop it too.

You also use the dark bag to do paper changes and load test strips. :) Paper changes are a bitch. Big heavy rolls of paper needing to put put into big heavy canisters in a small space.

none of it is really hard, you just have to actually think when you do things.

I have done the dark bag for film, back in school.

Back in school you ever get busted for trying to walk
and have some administrator tell you
Sonnnnnn, you can shirk your obligations, and try to be different from you peers
But responsibility for your future is
Gonna find you

I miss dark room stuff. So much fun :(


Three week is good?

My nose was screwy for the longest time, acting like it was healed and then getting all fucked up again. It had finally been good for a few months when the whole mishap happened and it got cut off. I was pissed.