i'm now considering to find a good payed job in the us

then i'm have back difficulties
with living here
and waited along time for a social house
wich i have over some time

have almost no money

between these things my mind thinks
if i make mistakes
i end up soon homeless
and i don't want to be captive in that fear
like speculations can be made around my future

piece of text i just read :

You worry me like no other.

worries are for parents
and even they can't seem to stop it

i think this comes from always wanting to be non stop the authority
the control
and it's allways a sort
how you say it
like they don't want to live their life
and only break down the fun and imagination of a child

seen it soo many times growing up

and when you bring these issues to the surface
and have thoughts of other school learning ways

old people have an anti-force to it
at least i expect that
because it is for them difficult to understand

an other school system for all childeren it is possible

You are mistaken. What interest would I have in control?

Am I the non-stop authority because I would not wish to see you freeze to death on the meanstreets of Waffletown?

Please put down the complexus.

150.000 new people everyday
150.000 new worries lol

no, i'm not saying that flowt

yes i'm smart enough to put down the complexes

i still have no drive

the drive of something long term

Perhaps the fear of sleeping in alleyways might prompt greater drive.

I don't know. I can be of no help.

that would be fun

no i rather fear 'uneducated' people
who have no peace to live forward to

and so and so
here we are on the internet

fake mails from paypal lookalike websites
don't trust it

Well, let's both hope for the best then as once you're on the streets, those people will be your neighbors.

Stop smoking. Find a second job.

I feel powerful. Oh yes.

it is time for carreer then

get fast rich and then stop
and then never work
and then have time for art